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News spreads fast.
I had recently gotten pregnant with my husband and we were told we would have two children.
We were..so happy...
She wiped away a few stray tears that managed to spill onto her pale cheeks with the back of her hand.
We had decided that we would name our twin sons Feliciano and Lovino,the names meant Fortunate and beach.We were so happy as I was saying,We began to make plans on when we would get married.
Now I just don't know why I was so happy..
To have a child,I didn't know what was going to happen I..I..
She buried her face in her hands,sobbing loudly as the tears spilled from the small crevices in her cupped hands and onto the black and white ultrasound photos sitting on the coffee table."I'm sorry..!" escaped her lips over and over again in miserable pleads,her wails echoing throughout the quiet living room of her home.
W-We were..so anxious and devoted to caring for theses children so they could live..A life!I..I don't know how it happened..We had been told.. on my twentieth week of pregnancy..that the eldest son...
had died of stillbirth..
There was no reason to his death but..natural causes..
W-We were devastated and I..I couldn't handle the pain anymore..
A couple of years had gone by and Feliciano had grown to be quite a bright young boy,very kind and considerate.
I still wept for my deceased son..eventually my husband couldn't handle it and..and..
She broke out into another fit of sobs.
The house seemed so cold,the atmosphere surrounding the place gloomy and dark..
It was so..sad..
W-We got a d-divorce..Now I..I care for Feliciano so deeply..He’s my pride and joy…My..life!I..I tried so hard to forget about that child…That child that had once been mine..So I take care of Feli…I love him so much..
She smiles warmly as her son skips into the room,a tomato in hand.
“Mama!Mama!~”He chants and makes his way over to his mother.She laughs and lifts him in her arms as he let’s out a fit of giggles and She laughs along with him.She cradles him oh so carefully in her arms,whispering sweet nothing’s into his hair as he slowly drifts off to sleep,faint pants of the word ‘ve’ escaping his lips in gentle breaths.
She smiles and places a ginger kiss on his forhead whilst brushing away some honey brown locks from his face.
I’ll love him forever,More than the child I once had..I don’t ever want to loose him like I lost Lovino…